In the midst of a busy week of ministry through our church’s
mission trip to our city I received the news of a friends’ death. He was my husband’s roommate in
seminary and we had remained in contact with him for over 30 years, even traveling
to his country several times to minister with him. He was a humble servant of God and was constantly
other-minded seeking the welfare of others before himself. He died at the hands of terrorists, a
present day martyr. The news of
his death was devastating and it shook me to the core. Fear once again wanted to paralyze me,
but instead I experienced a zeal to share the gospel rise up from my soul. That evening after hearing this tragic
news I had the opportunity to present the gospel to the ladies we were
ministering to at our mission site.
By the end of our week of ministry three women prayed to receive
Christ.
As I reflected on the past week of ministry and grief I
asked myself a question my sweet friend Vicky often asks after a Bible study, sermon or
life event: “What was my
take-away?” With this question on
my mind I searched the Word to see how Jesus might have responded after a week
like I had just experienced. I was
led to the fourteenth chapter of Matthew where Jesus was told of John the Baptist’s gruesome death. “Now
when Jesus had heard about John, He withdrew from there in a boat to a secluded
place by Himself; and when the people heard of this, they followed Him on foot
from the cities. When He went
ashore, He saw a large crowd, and felt compassion for them and healed their
sick.” (Matthew 14:13-14) Jesus took time to grieve and to be
alone with the Father, but once the need for ministry arose He went right back
to the people who were in need. Take
away: Grief over the loss of a
fellow servant of God fuels our passion and urgency to minister to those who
are living in deep need.
After ministering all day to this large crowd of people
Jesus beckoned the disciples to provide the crowd of 5000 people something to
eat. After the disciples had
rounded up five loaves of bread and two fish, Jesus blessed the food and the
people were served more than they needed, with leftovers! Then Matthew writes that Jesus “immediately” made the disciples get into
a boat and go ahead of Him to the other side, while he sent the crowd
away. Then Jesus, after a day of
grief and ministry, sought time alone to pray. Take away: After long days of grief and ministry time alone
to pray is essential.
While Jesus was praying, the disciples’ boat had sailed a
long way from Him and was being battered
by the waves because of a storm.
Jesus went to them by walking on the water, but when they saw Him, they
thought they were seeing a ghost coming to them on the water. They cried out in fear, but Jesus, the
scripture says, “immediately spoke to them saying, “Take courage, it is I, do
not be afraid!” This was the
second time Jesus took immediate action with His disciples. Take away: Whenever we cry out in fear, Jesus immediately offers us
courage.
Peter, after seeing Jesus walk on the water, said “Lord, if
it is You, command me to come to You on the water.” Jesus said, “Come.” Peter stepped out of the boat into the waves and as he
focused on Jesus he walked on the water, but once the wind strengthened fear
came over him and he began to sink and cried out, “Lord save me!” For the third time in this passage,
Jesus took immediate control of the
situation by reaching out for Peter’s
hand, holding him up above the waves.
Take away: When we lose
courage and give in to fear, Jesus immediately holds us up over the chaos and
uncertainty.
God has a Word for you in your grief and in your busy days
of ministering to those around you.
Here are my four take aways
from such a week:
- Grief over the loss of a fellow servant of God fuels our passion and urgency to minister to those who are living in deep need.
- After long days of grief and ministry time alone to pray is essential.
- Whenever we cry out in fear, Jesus immediately offers us courage.
- When we lose courage and give in to fear, Jesus immediately holds us up over the chaos and uncertainty.
My prayer is that when you are faced with grief in the midst
of ministry passion for the gospel will be refueled, your time with the Father
will bring refreshment and whenever you cry out in fear Jesus will immediately
provide courage and carry you safely through the storm.
What’s your take away?
Nancy
Nancy
Nancy, I read the following in my devo this week. It is encouraging to me on the heels of the news of Enos. Job 1:20 " 'At this, Job got up and tore his robe and shaved his head. Then he fell to the ground in worship.' Job's first reaction, after his initial shock and grief, was not anger, not questions, and not apostasy. It was worship. He violated every psychologist's formula for the stages of grief....Job could worship because whatever was happening, it was under the sovereign hand of a really good God." My take away!
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